Depresion as run in the family but has it happens on further investigation thyroids to. Ive been on anti-depresent, some real strong sleep aids to but they did not realy coincide with me trying to build a business from nothing plus the burden of looking after my nan for the past 7 ish years. Here’s the thing. I am stuck at home and though my nan goes to bathroom by her self and get some one in to help her bath etc… I still am stuck here 98% of the time as she is terrible on her pins. So many times I have had to help her up and she is no small person believe me, plus she cant make cuppas for her self, her tea, dinner breakfast etc… so all in all I have to be here all the time so it’s essential I try and build a business for my self. I can’t live of the lowzy allowance she gets for me to help “£343 a month” so believe me it does get me down.
On top of that I am very restless, my brain is always working away and I have tried everything to stop that. It realy pisses me of when people say empty your head of thoughts or dont think on things. Were I am concerned it is impossible. So all in all, yes I do get down and so tinkering with forumite helps me out and keeps me occupied rather than dwelling.
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The last time I rember feeling well in my self was when I went on the low to none carb diet and looking into thyroids further appaerntly little carbs can help so for now I am going to go that route and also sort my cellar and start mucking about down there again as I have not been realy down there for two years building anything and I have a few ideas.
Thanks for all the sugestions, i’ll be coming back to them 1 by 1 if needed 🙂
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